(but seriously, I’m satisfied with a dream considering he and I have never met, much less shared a meal where he charmed me enough to agree to premarital shenanigans.)

What am I doing instead? Going to class and trying to remember that it is in fact my 20th birthday (today doesn’t feel any more special than any other day so, it’s easy to forget).

Positive: I finally saw my semi crush and we had a pleasant conversation where it was him asking most of the questions. (It’s the little things people. Remember that.) and yesterday I found out that my new internship pays a flat fee of $550 a semester instead of $12 a day. 

Tonight I celebrate with Ethiopian food, the second season finale of ‘Misfits’ (new favorite show to obsess over) and sleeping soundly knowing fully well I do not have class until Monday (possibly Wednesday).